Hmmm where to start of? U moved on. I saw tt ur fb no longer have my pictures. I told myself I can accept it. Cause it's a fact tt I shld accept. U are living happily now. N I m so glad for it. It's not e present tt I can't accept. It's always e past n e memories tt hold me back. If only. Bt in life there is no 'IF'. So we can't turn back e time. I wish she could treat u better den I did. I wish she could give u everything tt I m nt able to do so. I wish ur happiness is as simple as u wish for. I wish u r living happily n healthy. For what I m not able to give u anymore. For I can't care for u anymore. For what I can't do for u anymore. For i cant be by ur side anymore. For i cant be part of ur life anymore. For i cant share ur joy n sadness anymore. For i cant go through thick n thin with u anymore. I wish she can do it all for u. Although I may not be in contact with u anymore. I still wish u e best in everything u do. As u r e person whom once willing to sacrifice ur everything for me:) n for once we did feel happy when we r tgt. Forget all e unhappiness. Forget all e quarrels n fights. Let just rmb e beautiful memories of the story n moved on with our life. U made me learned alot of stuffs which I nv learn before. I m sincerely feeling remorseful for what I did in e past. For tt is e price tt I had to pay for. Please be blissful always n let me regret for what I did. You said u know me. But do u really do? Do u know what i m thinking? For I can't do anything for u anymore. Till next life den I shall repay it all to u. Sincerely wishing u all e best:) maybe nxt time I will lookback at this post n smile. Cause I wrote down what I feel for u at this point of time.
♥ Tuesday, January 29, 2013
It has been such a long time since I blog. It's e last paper tt I m gg to take in 3days time. Really nt motivated to study e last paper. Is it because I m in holiday mood already?
I m feeling v bored at home. No home cooked food n it's all e same food tt I ate repeatedly. Like some erxin yet edible spaghetti. Haha. I miss home cooked food. If mum is in sg jiu hao le. At least i wun be so emo at home studying when all my siblings are out. I wan to go back Indo during this holidays. To eat all e yummy food and all my fav food! Think of it make me drool. Haha.
Recently, maybe due to e time I had at home. I keep shopping at blogshop with my sis. I think I go gaga over it! Omg! I will keep discussing with sharon too. What's wrong with me!? My wardrobe is collapsing. Lol. At least got sis sharing with me. Ok looking forward to holidays! Jiayou everyone:)
♥ Sunday, November 06, 2011
School term is always the most busy one. Been rushing for deadlines for projects. I m in a school mode now:) Haha. It seems tt i m being misunderstood. But its ok. Cause i m not the one who started it. Cun it be anybody else? I noe i m someone who always speak out what i like n what i dislike. Being honest n straight is not a crime. But tt doesn't mean u judge me base on my characters. Seriously nt interested in anything u two did. Kills my brain cells. N it's not me who always update ppl abt what is happening. They juz inform me. So it means tt i m e least care abt this matter.
♥ Thursday, September 08, 2011
It's the third week of school. However, it seems tt i m still stuck in the holidays mood. HAHA. Trying to adjust back. Life is nt boring, bt happening till v tired. Met up with frenz. Went to kbox, movie, sentosa, picnic, kite flying, club, USS. I feel rather tired to club nowadays. Get tired easily n cun drink much. Hate e feeling of vomiting so always control the amt of intake. I always go there fire burning. So nw i feel kinda lazy to go. I shld slowly stop going. Sleeping is so much nicer. N it's sch term now. Must be serious. Gonna start on projects soon. Pls help me to motivate myself to study k.
Recently an asshole came back! Hw bad can he be? It's ok. I know his existence will affect our friendship. Bt i prepared for it already. It's ur choice juz go. Maybe to e extent of losing the friendship because of him. Juz like someone said ' We will go through this together!' Yes we will cause i will rmb this always. We must remain our cool.
♥ Thursday, July 28, 2011
My Holidays Life. Juz ended four days of torturing long hours of IT show last week. It's kinda crazy with the no ending queue. I just feel that i m over exhausted. This week is a off week for me. No work juz enjoy gg out. Watched something borrowed with girls. It's a nice show!!! But the guy is being super indecisive frm e start if nt all this wun happen. Happy ending:) 3 more weeks and I guess my holidays is coming to an end:( Sob. Another new sem will start soon. Sch life is gg to be taxing yet fun at e same time. Let us enjoy the rest of our holidays tgt:) Still haven go fly kite, sentosa, picnic, swimming, buffet.
♥ Friday, June 17, 2011
Thanks mint for e makeup n hair<3
Act Cute
Me & Jes!!!
Moh Sannn
With all the Brothers!
It's time for D&D after exams 13/5/2011 at Swisotel Merchant Court. Everyone looked Glamorous. Oh no kinda forget some part of it. Overall it was a great one. Party time after tt. Hahaha. A tiring n rushing day for me:)
♥ Wednesday, June 01, 2011
I m having my holidays for a week already. Time flies. Slacking n partying with frenz. Sleep till v late den wake up. This is my Holiday Life. Relax. Watching DVD at twins's house, shopping gmarket tgt, heart to heart talk till fall asleep. Playing with kitty. Eating my Frolick. Drinking bubble tea. Watching movie. Dining at Kimmy. Catch soft toy. Kbox. Omg. More to come. Bt i need to find a job and work. Cun possibly enjoying the whole holidays. LOL.
Take care my frenz!
♥ Wednesday, May 18, 2011
1 more paper to go!!! Wohooo. It's ending soon. I can sense that holidays is coming soon. Body clock is seriously screwed up. It seems that recently alot of frenz are having problems, i mean my girls. All of us seems to be kinda emo. We need to have a htht session soon aft exams! Venue will be our most regular kim gary, kimmy. Cause all of us seems to drink more than we usually do. LOL. I found out tt everytime i high i will tend to drink more without me realizing tt i cannot take in. Awaiting for our drinking session drinkers! Not forgeting my sushi buffet. Miss my baby salmon with lots of wasabi. Each time i eat it got e feeling of heaven:) Hahaha. I noe erxin to say that. Bt it's my happy pill. Long list to go... Cheers:)
♥ Friday, May 06, 2011
In disguise, belle n me wore like a student bringing our bag pack in. Aft we went to the toilet, we transformed. Haha. I broke my promise of enduring. Back to studies n mugging. Everything will be over soon! My holidays is going to be a FUN one this time. Sometimes scheduler is still my best fren to pour it out!
*Fighting*
♥ Thursday, April 28, 2011
I m blogging while waiting for ying to leave her house
Hahaha
Everything can wait for holidays isn't it?
There is a time for everything
Sometimes one can endure, but there is a limit to it
Hope tt my endurance level is high enough
It will be over soon i guess...
Or it ended already?
5days to first paper
Jiayou ok Diana!!!
No more disappointment!
♥ Thursday, April 21, 2011
I would like to remove my LUNGS
Cause it has been a hindrance to me!
Who will cough non stop when sleeping
Cough till cry
Cough till vomit
It's me!
The weakling who will cough at least once a mth
Pray hard to recover soon
It's study break
I love my books which will occupy my mind:)
Jiayou!!!
♥ Thursday, April 14, 2011
