I found out a secret .. ok lyn told me over e phone .. ok was so sad lar .. i din noe tt they were like tt .. i always treated them as my frenz .. but they din treat me so ..
Now i cun work le .. cause they banned me frm working .. i dunno y they will dislike me so much .. maybe it's because of him .. they wanted to protect him away frm me .. i dunno .. i really dunno le .. felt betrayed .. dun wish to see or talk to them again .. since they oso want to do e same ..
But can i? can i possibly ignore them? i noe i cun cause i still treated them as frenz .. there is nothing i can do .. went there n see them on e last day .. but only peep .. i m dumb rite? they like tt le i still go .. but i din tell anyone .. only sharon noe .. she accompany go .. thanks ya sharon ..
Hope tt time will lessen their hatred to me .. cause i dun wish to see this friendship break .. i do still u all as frenz .. haiz .. but will u all accept me again n go back to e past where we will always laugh n crack jokes .. e times when we r at BIG .. e time i enjoyed most .. =(=(=(
♥ Sunday, December 31, 2006
Haiz is all i can say .. erm i noe tt i muz let him go .. but i cun .. how? my frenz advice me to forget abt him .. ok maybe when i was wid them i m able to put him aside .. but when i was alone again .. i will think of him .. but i need him .. i will take time to settle down my feeling .. now he treat me so cruel .. ignore me .. n i cun do anyhting abt it ..I really miss him .. miss him a lot a lot .. do he noe tt? does he noe tt there is someone who misses him a lot .. he wun noe it ..Haiz .. i oso cun do anything .. i said i hate him .. but inside my heart i still like him a lot a lot .. in e end i still like him .. how? i hav to move on .. dun wan to contact him again .. cause it will only make him feel more irritating .. erm tats all ba .. have to remain like this ..
♥ Wednesday, December 20, 2006
他和她的故事他说他很爱她他说会守护她他送她玫瑰花一切美得不像话 从朋友变成情人她不再只有自己 他爱他爱得彻底真心溢满了甜蜜 时间看清一个人开始令人昏沉沉 他像变了一个人太蛮横 她开始悬著疑问不想再等他承认 不再要任何伤痕 谁爱谁谁又流乾了眼泪 谁后悔难分难舍太伤悲 他爱谁谁应该止住眼泪 她心碎谁又该乾脆离开 谁爱谁谁又能反反覆覆 谁后悔谁在忍受著孤独 谁了解他退出她孤独 谁了解谁退出谁孤独 爱得太盲目 谁不满足 This is one of my fav songs sang by elva ..I find it very meaningful .. Maybe it suits me now ..
♥ Saturday, December 16, 2006
Today wake up at 8plus but feel very tired .. cause yesterday conference wid ah heng, adrian n his fren .. chat for abt 2 hours till 4plus .. i really cnt tahan le but ah heng like so awake .. dun let us put down e phone .. adrian n me r going to collaspe le .. finally put down e phone n went to my dreamland .. zzz ..Bath n get ready at 9.30 .. left home n went to tm for work at 10 .. so dragful .. work cont .. den as time pass .. e rest came .. lyn came at 12 aft her last paper .. ok at least got ppl pei me .. crowd is getting more .. during our first hourly sales .. i stand at pillow n bolster there .. dunno y like keep wanting to cut jean perry sales .. got cut .. den their sales rep like quite unhappy .. i heck care cont doing my things .. cause our wagon like too near le ..Guess wat? jean perry de lao shu came n talk to me .. he said " be ppl dun be like tt" in mandarin .. den his sales rep pull him back .. i still talked back " y lei?" oh i m crazy rite? cause i juz cun stand e way he does things .. same goes for his bro .. lao shu tell ah heng tt his bro complain to him tt akemi's promoter keep looking at him .. aft i heard .. i was like 'pui ar' .. who wan to look at him? as if he very handsome .. dots .. lame -_-" .. he think too much le lar ..So we cont our sales .. went to eat lunch cum dinner at 4plus .. aft tt cont working .. it was quite taxing cause tt lao shu purposely stand near pillow there .. keep cutting our sales .. i oso dun care .. wan cut?? cut together lar .. i oso at there cut his sales infront of him .. he oso like tt .. y cun i? rite? he has no right to scold me .. he only looked like uncle ma .. dun think i will give him face .. he like keep boasting to customer n say our company is new .. so childish .. act cute somemore infront of customer .. smile oso so unnatural .. like shit .. think his product very gd meh .. juz cun stand his attitude .. me n adrian keep cutting his sales ..In e end of sales .. he still keep boasting .. act cute lor .. who care sia? i din even give it a damn .. today we sold pillow like so fierce .. like got war .. haiz it's competition aft all .. at least i improve on cutting sales .. hee .. quite fun actually although it's bad .. but an eye for an eye .. a tooth for a tooth .. tats all .. went home wid lyn aft tt .. n went to pasar malam garb some food n walked her home .. Tomolo cont wid e war??
♥ Saturday, December 16, 2006
Today i m suppose to go shopping wid vel .. wake up at 10plus .. but still very tired n sleepy .. so roll ard e bed for a while .. n received a call frm sharon .. lol .. drag n drag .. switched on com to check some stuff .. vel msg me at 12 .. finally she wake up le .. haha .. we agreed to meet at bus 23 ard 1.30 ..Went to bath n choose wat to wear .. aft deciding wat to wear .. want to find my green straw bag .. arghh i cun find it .. so in e end i use my sch bag .. it was ok .. so waited for vel msg b4 going out .. board e bus n went to bugis ..Had our lunch at long john .. it was still e fav place for me n vel .. months ago b4 e starting of poly life we oso sat at e same sit n eat .. chatting abt our stuffs .. so nice to chat wid vel .. she is indeed e worm in my stomach .. lol .. Aft tt went to bugis street n bought my hp cover .. haha .. went to shop n shop .. both of us saw a dress .. quite nice .. it was like now very popular tt type .. e whole bugis street like was selling tt type of dress .. lol .. so many design to choose .. we bought e same design but diff colour .. Shop n shop again .. saw tubes .. n went to try it .. nice .. it was e one i was finding .. so decided to buy it .. but muz buy 2 den got discount .. so i bought 2 cause vel say she wear le not nice .. n i bought a belt .. like spend so much today .. We went to shop upstairs .. n guess wat .. i saw e dress joanne n me want to buy de .. at a shop .. guess how much it is? i thght it will be quite ex .. but it cost only $18.90 .. dne got 10% discount somemore .. wah like so cheap .. so i msg joanne tell her .. aft tt we chatted on phone .. like so excited .. haha .. i tried both colours .. vel say i wear red nicer but yesterday they say i wear blue nicer .. so dunno which colour to buy .. so din buy first .. n vel was rushingfor her work ..Joanne say she wan to come bugis now to buy .. but in e end she cun make it cause too late le .. so in eend i oso din buy .. muz consider first cause i noe i seldom wear de .. so maybe buy le oso no use .. so muz think twice .. lol .. had conf wid haron n joanne because of tt dress .. lik so funny lor .. sharon n joanne going to bugis tomolo .. so if i wan to buy can ask them buy .. haha .. still got time to consider ..Go home aft tt .. went home n rest .. watch tv n eat dinner .. bath n do housework .. haha .. Spend a lot today .. muz save also .. if not no money to buy other things .. lol .. it was a happy n fun day today .. haha ..Hope i will remain like this .. Hee ..
♥ Friday, December 15, 2006
Today was a HAPPY day for ME n EVERYONE ard ME .. haha ..Last paper Qmethod .. ok it was quite difficult .. cause seems to have careless mistake n dun understand some of e qns .. Pray hard i can do it .. lol .. Ok dun talk abt exam when it's over .. e most impt thing is HOW to ENJOY life now?Firstly straight aft it , sharon,joanne,kun rong,fion n me want to take cab to orchard cineleisure for our kbox .. but 5 ppl taxi dun let us board .. so we went to take bus to tamp first .. not enough time for klunch le .. so we decided to eat at tamp first .. kun rong n joanne went to food court first while sharon, fion n me went to buy bubble tea ..We r at e bubble tea shop arguing wat to drink .. n u noe i still owe sharon 1 more cup cause tt time i ps her .. finally i return her le .. haha .. yesterday fion say e choc milkshake cost $1.50 but i told her it's only $1.20 .. she dun believe .. so i ask her wat if i can buy it at $1.20 .. wat will she give me? i ask her wan to bet or not? infront of e shop .. lol .. cause aft exam so too high .. cnt control .. lol .. when we r betting .. guess who pass by? It's adrian n tony cause i feel tt i saw someone wearing e akemi shirt .. oh no! they was laughing .. muz be at me de .. arghhh .. i did stupid acts again ..We went to eat lunch n went to cineleisure .. saw christine n clar .. they went to watch movie .. we went to e room n was so HIGH .. sang lots of HIGH songs n laugh a lot too .. there was one time when i sang till no voice .. my voice was hoarse so i rest for a while .. lol .. but it was FUN .. Finally we went to k box together .. sang till 4 n leave .. went to scotts cause joanne wan to take her pay ..At e supermarket of isetan .. got sell lots of jap foods .. wow .. it was an eye opening .. bought sushi n jap rice ball .. haha .. ate it on e way to far east .. reached far east n went shopping ..Harvest of e dayKun rong - 2 pairs of pumpsJoanne - 1 topMe - 1 topJoanne n me saw a dress .. i was looking for it too .. n both of us tried .. got 2 colours .. red n blue .. it was a girlish dress .. haha .. but nice .. so we went to try .. ya it was nice but we need to consider first .. hees .. cnt spend anyhow de wor .. lol .. shop ard .. joanne n sharon went home aft tt .. Kun rong, fion n me cont shopping at wisma .. went there n shop n took pic wid christmas trees .. lol .. went to eat our dinner at food court .. queue for e longest queue .. we r eating hokkien prawn noodle n char kue tiao .. got so many ppl queue so we oso queue .. join in e crowd .. lol .. it was nice .. Aft tt kun rong n me took bus home .. fion went to take mrt .. we took 65 .. when taking e bus wid kun rong .. it reminded me of many things .. many memorable memories .. esp e specialists centre .. e starbuck at there, robinson n parogon .. tats y i din go there when i went to orchard .. On e way back .. e journey .. erm all r memories of mine .. chatted wid kun rong on e bus n she lie on my shoulder only a while .. i sat at e same place i always sit on e bus .. all e memories flashed back on my way home taking 65 .. Reached my bus stop .. kun rong n me alighted .. i pei her wait for 21 .. aft tt went home n rest .. tats my day for today .. HAPPY n HIGH .. Thanks for all e laughter n jokes ..
♥ Thursday, December 14, 2006
Today having pecon paper in e afternoon .. so wake up early in e morning to study .. study n study till like left nothing to study le .. so call sharon n chit chat for a while .. Meet kun rong at engine last block for our revision .. alvina n hui hui was there too .. so we studied together .. aft tt joanne came followed by sharon .. lol .. huihui cut her hair short .. it was nice .. erm i shld be getting a new hairstyle too during this holiday .. hees .. e paper was ok ..Reached tamp n grab some food .. aft tt went to get new hp .. hees .. so happy .. cause get a new line .. erm hp still e same N70 but new edition one .. got music player .. it is black in colour .. cool n nice rite? hees .. happy .. i will treasure it .. n i change new no le .. in front e 4 no is e same as sharon XXXX3275 .. ok tats my new no .. hee ..Tomolo is going to be my freedom day ..
♥ Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Today got no paper .. so can rest for a while .. slacking my way in e morning .. slp till very late .. den wake up .. aft doing housework .. went to bath n go out to shop for some food .. went to ntuc near my house n bought some things to eat ..Went home n slack for a while .. start studying at nite .. study n study till midnight b4 getting some slp ..
♥ Tuesday, December 12, 2006
First paper math .. wake up early in e morning .. had a terrible headache cause of yesterday .. but tried very hard to concentrate .. so in e end still choose to concentrate ..Suppose to meet sharon n joanne in library de project rm at 11 .. but in e end they went to bishan cause sharon sec sch fren can teach them .. so i oso study at home first .. got a call frm darell .. he say he in sch le ask me whether can go sch not? i say i m ready can go sch anytime .. so went to sch earlier to meet darell cause he finished doing his practice paper .. so he taught me those qns i dunno how to do .. kun rong was at there too .. alvina n hui hui came aft tt .. Exam going to start le .. so we went to our class .. ya ready to take e paper .. it was ok .. aft tt went to tamp n grab some food .. went home n rest first cause too stress le .. many things need to handle .. so take a break .. my brain,heart n body need a break .. received a msg frm him .. ya finally understand e meaning of e msg ..We can nv go back e past ..Only can look for e future ..
♥ Monday, December 11, 2006
Tomolo is e first paper .. erm nervous abt it .. cause seems tt i cun concentrate fully on my exam .. no matter how hard i study .. nothing went in .. n juz keep yhinking of other thing .. cun concentrate .. struggle through n did some stupid acts .. e things which i shld not do .. Haiz but still did it .. Makes me feel more sad n hurt aft it .. Haiz .. tomolo exam le still like tt .. have been struggling these few weeks ..How to let u go? can someone teach me?
♥ Sunday, December 10, 2006
Today wake up at 10 .. n going to meet sharon,joanne n fion in sch to study .. drag n drag .. finally reached sch at 12.30 .. n they were eating their lunch outside one stop service .. so went there .. cun study at there .. keep looking at e same page for 20mins but nothing went inside my head ..Finally went to library .. went in to e project rm .. but we din book it .. so when e person who booked it came .. we went to lvl 7 to study .. this time i was serious to study .. so sat down n study quietly while listening to mp3 .. fion went off at 3 cause she need to go n see energy de niu nai .. i was suppose to work at 3.30 too .. but dun feel like going .. cause if like tt den i cun study le .. so i msg ah heng tell him whether can i work at 5 or dun work today? n he say he really not enough ppl .. i really wish to help him .. but how abt my studies? i cun put it aside .. i will letting myself down n everyone ard me ..In e end , i stayed in sch n study till 5 den went to tamp n grab some food .. went to eat shilin super big chicken n drink chocolate milk shake .. it was nice n we went to cs basement sit down n eat .. oso got crap a lot .. while drinking e bubble tea .. den got brain freeze .. it was so pain .. n when joanne drink .. she oso follows my action .. lol .. it was so funny .. aft tt we went home .. go home n study .. Jia You ..
♥ Saturday, December 09, 2006
I juz reached home aft having supper at bedok .. haha .. but wat i going to blog today is abt fri de .. haha .. maybe i will write a lot .. lol ..Today i was late for comprog .. no math tut today so went to sch at 11 .. although it's late already but i still feel very tired n wan to slp more .. Aft our lesson end .. we went to bedok int n eat .. i ate duck rice .. got sharon, joanne,kunrong,fion n me .. five of us went there to eat our lunch .. aft tt we ate dessert .. chendol .. it was nice but big bowl .. so we din eat finish .. we shld share it rite? N we talked abt things when we r young .. n fion oso help me ask whether her aunt wan to sell me e phone .. but in e end oso din buy it .. Thanks for ur help fion .. it's not ur fault .. Smile k .. haha .. Aft tt i went to work n they went to take mrt ..Reached expo at 3plus n went in n work .. ok time flies .. well although it's still very sian .. got 2 hourly at 6 n 9 .. it was like quite rush .. aft tt it was time to go home .. i bought 2 bone cushion .. preaparing to give to my fren for christmas present .. adrian n me go n look for spongebob towel .. haha .. it was so cute .. cause his fren ask him to help them buy .. n we looked under e wagon for new piece .. haha .. it was so funny .. n he bought for me e towel .. for christmas present? haha .. btw thanks .. haha .. n we went to pay our items ..I waited for ah heng n adrian to do finish their work n we go eat supper at bedok int .. we ate hokkien prawn noodle n satays .. we drank sugar cane n have a BIG watermelon dessert .. haha .. it was full .. n we crap n laugh on e way .. aft tt they send me home by cab .. n i reached home ard 12 plus .. ok i m very tired .. but muz cont to JIA YOU .. haha ..
♥ Saturday, December 09, 2006
Today had pecon tut at 9 .. haha .. reach sch punctually too .. went in e class .. but still got a lot of ppl haven come yet .. so teacher chit chat wid us .. n sharon finally bought her 850i .. haha .. white colour de .. n kun rong bought her camera .. so all of us keep taking pictures .. haha .. aft tt teacher debrief us on project n release us at 10 plus .. we went to have our lunch at ITAS again .. n kun rong treat us drink cause it's her bdae .. Thanks ya kun rong .. den we bought her blueberry cheesecake n sang happy bdae song for her .. haha .. Aft tt we went to library n study .. study till half way .. kun rong took out her nail polish (given by her lao po) .. n we started doing manicure n pedicure in e library .. michelle help me paint my nail .. it was so nice .. thanks .. n sharon help me do pedicure .. haha .. we r so noisy in e library .. like our house like tt .. n we took a lot of pictures again .. haha .. aft tt we went for qmethod lab n went to tamp ..I went to take my money frm OCBC bank .. den went to drink chocalate milk shake .. it was nice .. haha .. den went to eat at cs de food court .. eat e hand made meatball noodle .. it was delicious .. yummy .. aft tt went to meet lyn n pass her her pay .. n went home aft tt .. go home n rest .. cause this few days went home late .. so wan to go home earlier n do housework .. haha ..Happy Bdae Kun Rong!May all ur Wishes come true!
♥ Thursday, December 07, 2006
Today i skipped math lec .. cause too tired so feel like sleeping .. reach sch ard 10.05 for com prog .. ok teacher gave us back our quiz paper .. i din fail but din do tt well too .. nvm next time i will work hard n get a better grade .. jia you ..
Aft tt i still got to work but went to ITAS to eat first wid sharon,joanne,kun rong n fion .. n dun feel like going to work tt early .. so went there to eat my lunch .. everytime go ITAS we will eat yong tau hu .. it's everytime e same .. get quite boring .. haha .. so i decided to eat chicken rice n joanne ate hor fun .. sharon n fion eat e same old thing .. n ITAS de bandung is very nice de .. so we bought tt too .. haha .. eat while crapping .. aft tt joanne n fion got CDS .. n kun rong go meet her fren .. sharon go meet her sec sch fren n study math while i go work ..
I ask sharon to pei me go take bus frm bedok .. cause like tt den she can pei me .. haha .. dne take her mrt .. i sa qiao to her lor .. can u imagine tt? haha .. anyway in e end she pei me .. haha .. reached expo ard 1.30 .. den work .. den adrian say i nv wash my jeans .. wah lau .. anyhow say lor .. i wore tt jeans on sat den go wash den wear again cnt meh .. think i got so many jeans? btw i keep hitting him .. lol .. i like so violent .. haha .. ok cont working .. oso got chit chat wid auntie .. haha .. time flies .. but jean perry keep cutting our sales .. shit them lor .. think they so clever meh? i dun think so .. agree? haha ..
When its closing .. adrian n i went to shopping means collect those return goods lar .. he told me he got theory exams tomolo .. n aft tt holiday le .. so gd lor .. i still haven even start yet .. den if he got means wr oso got .. den i msg him gd luck .. only gd luck n nothing else .. aft tt went home ..
Still i m feeling sad ..
Still i miss him a lots ..
♥ Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Today got psycho at 8 again .. it was dragful lor .. so tired but have to get up n go sch .. ok reached sch puntually .. went in class .. to my surprise oso a lot of ppl haven come yet .. e lastest student came in at 8.25 .. it's like can consider as absent liao lor .. wan xin n i started to talk again .. seems tt in e class .. both of us is e most talkative one .. haha .. went to canteen n discuss abt our project .. den go n buy things to eat b4 starting e discussion of project .. wan xin n me gave a lot of funny ideas .. haha ..
Aft tt meet sharon n we went to library n surf e net .. sharon send me a touching email she wrote herself .. my tears is on e verge at tt point of time .. i m so glad to have my classmates wid me .. with all of your support .. i will get up again .. ya sharon is right .. i still got u all .. it's my fortunate to met u all .. a grp of siao siao frenz .. but loving n cute esp e laughter n jokes .. i think it's better like this .. aft tt we went to have lunch b4 goingfor math tut .. aft tt got lec .. den PSPS .. During PSPS .. i learned something valuable .. this was wat miss wan taught us ..
Emotion is something u cun control .. if u r sad .. u cun control it .. e same when u r happy .. u cun supress ur feeling .. if there is a break up .. u will be sad .. but how long will u remain sad?
1day?1week?1month?1year or more den tt .. if u cont like this .. it will led to depression n u will find it harder to forget .. rmb there r still ppl who love u as wat u r .. n most importantly u muz love urself .. i find this very meaningful ..
Aft tt we went to tamp n grab some food .. aft tt i went to expo for a while b4 going home ..
Tomolo will be a better day rite?
♥ Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Today i have lesson at 12 .. but pecon lec is cancel .. so need to go sch at 1 .. it was like so sian .. sharon aske dme whether i wan to study wid them in e morning at 11 .. but i was so tired .. so reached sch at 12 n went to library to find them .. i msg n call him in e morning too .. but no response .. haiz .. really feeling low .. dun even feel like going to sch .. go sch oso sian .. everytime cun concentrate n think abt him .. haiz .. so sick n tired .. i m so tired .. need to handle so many things .. so sacred tt will break down .. lesson goes on n on .. aft tt i meet vel n we go to tamp .. today lesson was damn sian .. although this week got no quiz but still need to prepare for exams .. ya darrell lend me his spare hp .. it was so kind of him .. haha .. thanks ya ..
Went to tamp wid vel .. oso long time nv catch up wid her .. she was so busy wid her work n studies .. on e way there we saw belle .. n i was so HAPPY .. today at least i saw them .. make me rmb of my olden days .. where every wed i will go shopping n every fri will go k box or watch movie .. crap n fool ard .. it was such a carefree life .. enjoying life to e fullest .. it was such a long long time since i went to k box .. now everytime i work n work .. vel oso work n work .. where is our life? e life we used to enjoy in e past .. e laughter n joys we used to have .. belle , vel n me made a patch tt we will go k box aft term test .. n it's a deal with stamp on it .. haha ..
Reached tamp n i went to buy my fav honey milk tea .. aft tt we went to mondo n vel bought a pair of heels .. we said tt when we go shopping we will both wear heels .. haha .. tai tai wor .. lol .. aft tt we to to tm .. n i went to double index n bought a blouse .. spend money again .. aft tt we went to long john n eat .. my stomach was not feeling well cause maybe because of e bubble tea .. ok cun eat tt much too .. so we 2 share a meal .. while eating we share our troubles together .. tt was wat we always did in e past ..
I told vel all my troubles .. actually it's my fault .. if i were him .. i will think twice also whether we still can be togehther .. cause i noe i hurt him too many times .. so he lost his trust in me .. i nv blame him .. cause i noe how he feels if i were in his shoes .. i told vel e last solution maybe is to let him go .. maybe like this both of us will feel happier .. although it hurts .. but it's e best way .. other den this i cun think of any other solution .. n now my priority is to study for term test if not i will be in deep trouble .. so i decided to go back to my old self .. although i need time to adjust .. guess time will heal everything ..
Vel oso has her pro wid her bf n mother .. cause her mum dun like her bf as he is a chef in e restaurant vel's works in .. n he is a malaysian wid a low education .. den when vel bought him home .. her mum dun like him .. n she was so stress abt it .. he dun dare to tell his bf nor her mum .. but i told her she can tell me .. cause i noe exactly how she feels .. me n vel r in e same boat .. but mine is over .. while vel at least still got her bf wid her .. i will support her n advice while she is struggling .. i dun wish to see them ended up like me .. i regretted it n dun wish my fren to be like me .. so i will support her even if her family disagree .. cause we r friends .. n vel is my buddies since sec 1 .. we have knew each other for nearly 5 years .. she was e one who help me struggle all e way till now .. without her help .. i dunno how i can manage it .. so now it's my turn to help her .. i wan her to be happy n not like me .. so vel .. muz cont to fight e battle .. i m always wid u ..
i went ard 9 .. den got so many feelings .. so wrote a letrer to him .. wrote for abt 1 hour b4 i go to bath .. n i really wish to give him his bdae present .. so i msg him .. den i went to on my com n do some stuff .. when i switch off .. i saw a msg frm him .. i was so happy .. cause thght tt he wun reply me anymore .. but i think of it le .. to let him go n wun disturb him .. i cried e whole nite thinking of our wonderful memories n finally went to slp ard 2plus .. i still have lesson at 8 tomolo n gotta wake up early ..
Think of it for so long .. finally made a decision .. frm tomolo onwards i will live my own life .. back to my normal self .. n i dun think i wan to cont working .. it was so tiring .. n i muz enjoy my life juz like in e past .. e happy go lucky me .. m i rite?
LIFE is full of REGRETION
CHERISH every MOMENT with ur LOVE ones
♥ Tuesday, December 05, 2006
To be cont writting tomolo .. haha .. now i go rest first ..
haha .. now den i start to write .. sometime lazy to type .. cause type very slow .. u noe lar i slow poke de lei .. haha .. btw today i got to work too .. guess wat i overslept .. at nite aft i bath .. i watched tv den slp on sofa till morning .. din even switch off e tv n light .. saw sun has risen but still thght it was still 7plus so cont sleeping .. but when i saw e clock .. oh gosh it was 10.30 n i m LATE for work .. i called ah heng n told him i will be late .. dots .. i rushed like hell ..
Reached expo at 11.45 .. phew .. still as e same muz work .. but very sian cause alvin din came today .. but still have to work .. juz tt lesser person talk to me .. really feel sian .. but luckily a girl i noe came .. till now i still haven found out her name .. she was a fun person to be wid .. always talk to her n ah heng always saw it .. seems tt i m really very talkative .. but if one day u found me quiet den it will be a problem .. hees ..
At nite .. suddenly feel so sleepy .. switched to sleep mode le .. feel like sleeping cause tomolo still need to study .. n i haven even revise a single thing .. it was like jumping into a well .. ok i went home n switched on e com .. check email n do some stuff b4 getting some slp ..
Today i msg him .. he nv reply .. call him .. he hang up .. feel so sad .. but wat can i do? think gotta let go .. Now i muz start to study n study .. if not i will be letting myself down ..
Jia you!
♥ Sunday, December 03, 2006
Today i wake up at 9.30 .. n need to be at expo by 10.30 .. but i was really very tired .. dun feel like going to work .. den oso gave a morning call to ah heng but he nv as .. so i din bother n cont to preapare to go work .. i reached expo ard 10.45 .. ok it was not tt late .. i went to 7eleven n get my breakfast .. lol .. aft tt went there .. n saw adrian n alvin .. i dunno how to talk to them .. in e past , we will always play ard n they will always bully me .. n we r so happy working together .. but now seems tt it is not e case le .. i told ah heng i want to go sell fitted sheet cause e wagon is infront while pillow is behind .. so wun get any chance to get contact wid them .. cause mostly is i sell travel mattress , fleece blanket n cartoon fitted sheet .. all these always located near e pillow n bolsters area .. but suddenly i go sell fitted sheet .. like dun get use to it .. lol .. i nv smile when i reach expo .. no mood .. den wei rong oso din came .. haiz .. it was like so obvious tt i avoid them .. E first hourly sale is at 3 .. during hourly sale .. i went back to my original wagon .. cause it's still e area where i m strong at .. adrian n alvin went for hourly sale .. when they came back .. they got start bullying me again .. juz like in e past .. alvin like to say ' Hello girl , wat u doing?' he oso got help me fold fleece blanket .. erm i think too much le .. thght tat they will dislike me n ignore me .. but they din .. is i m e one who think too much .. aft tat we got play ard .. still use pen knife ( so dangerous .. but we din hurt each other .. only threatening n play .. we r gd kids wor .. hee ) den alvin still use his marker to paint my fingernail black .. dots .. adrian use marker to draw my hand .. seems tt they r very childish rite? haha .. but i oso like to play .. i went to eat my lunch at 4plus .. oh i m so hungry .. adrian n alvin snatched my sweets .. it was so childish of them .. den wow got a girl promoter like adrian .. it was like so funny .. i keep teasing him .. haha .. 15mins b4 e second hourly .. alvin came n talk to me .. ask me y me n wr ended up like this? den i was going to tell him e reason .. he like so keen on listening to my story .. i told him a part of it .. aft tt he need to go for hourly le .. so din have e chance to tell .. if tell him den gd le .. haiz ..When they came back .. adrian n alvin bully me again .. they put e fleece blanket over my head .. n adrian said ' let's kidnap her ' lol .. very funny lor .. den still use cotton pillow to hit my head .. they dare to bully me infront of uncle some more .. den i managed to fight back .. i help them to move e fitted sheet .. during tt time we go sample uncle's demo cooking de food .. popcorns .. haha .. den we oso got bicker n play ard .. but i accidentally hit alvin's face wid e fitted shit .. oh it muz be hurt .. sry abt it .. i din mean too .. aft tt i went home alone cause i din wan to reach home tt late .. tomolo i still need to report for work at 10.30 .. have an early slp today .. haha ..
♥ Saturday, December 02, 2006
Now i m writing e things happen to me on e 1 of dec .. haha .. cause yesterday i was too tired n no energy to blog .. haha ..
Ok today i m suppose to go to work aft sch at expo .. wake up early to be in sch by 9 cause got some comprog qns need to ask our ah zhou(alvina) .. haha .. reached sch exactly at 9 .. den go find alvina at blk 25 concourse lvl .. aft a while joanne came .. n we studied together .. sharon , fion n huihui came too .. aft tt we went to math tut together .. teacher release us half an hour earlier den we go com lab n studied again .. quite slack cause everyone was like busy tagging or blogging .. haha .. aft tt teacher came .. n e test start at 11.30 .. only half an hour n we can go off .. Sharon , fion n kun rong pei me take bus to bedok int .. cause i need to work .. kun rong oso rushing to work .. so i eat alone at e coffee shop at bedok int aft they left .. before tt i was thinking if i wan to eat at expo but like so troublesome so choose to eat there .. i ate chicken rice .. haha .. aft tt i went to expo .. while waiting for bus .. ah heng called .. n he asked me wat time can i reach n he ask me whether he wan me to da pao something for me to eat .. but i said i eaten already .. he like dun believe .. lol .. i reached expo ard 1 .. n i started working .. it was quite fun cum tiring .. but i heard adrian sai tt wei rong is not going to work .. den i was like 'huh' .. haiz .. i noe maybe cause i m working tats y he din work or other reasons .. i dunno .. but i noe he is avoiding me .. haiz .. =(Aft work i went to eat supper wid my sis .. we went to our house near by n eat roti prata n mee hoon goreng .. it was nice n i was so full .. haha .. aft went home .. bath le den talk on phone wid ah heng till 3am .. while talking to him .. i vent all my anger n unhappiness .. erm maybe only this way i will feel better .. on my way back home .. i oso got sms vel .. told her how stressful i m .. going to handle so many things at one go .. den she also understand me .. so lucky to hav her ard my side when i m really down .. ah heng oso got gave some advice .. think it's oso quite reasonable .. so juz listen to it .. haha .. i oso got told him tt i will leave akemi .. den he was like so shock .. i told him if i dun leave .. den all of us will be like so paiseh .. haiz .. everything juz happen e way we dun like too .. n he oso told me on e 28 of dec got metro expo .. i told him i wun do for tt expo .. haiz .. y everything turn out to be wat we dun wan it to be .. If i noe all this would happen .. den i wun choose to be wid him .. be friends will be better .. at least we r still happy go lucky ..
Expo is a place where both happiness n sadness is found ..
Expo is e first place we met n will it be oso e place where we end?
♥ Saturday, December 02, 2006
