Ok i cont working this week .. but how?? got chalet too .. belle n gab say dun wanna work le .. den i was like huh .. how sia?? i dunno lor .. was frustrated .. so started working .. n went to chalet on wed nite .. stayed overnight ..
Tat day is e last day n got bbq too .. aft tt went for a stroll at e beach wid belle n aileen .. talking abt stuff .. haha .. whether to accept him? cause i got feelings for him but too scared to like someone again .. cause of e past ..But wouldn't it be a waste if i gave him up .. it's not worth it rite? i have e right to be happy too .. n i believe tt he will be e one who will give me e happiness .. so decided to be wid him .. hope tt everything is going to be wonderful .. n tt nite i m thinking of him e whole nite .. haha ..Slept only for a few hours cause tomolo still got work .. went to work e next day .. n was late .. haha .. aft tt gab went to work too .. everything was ok .. always had lunch wid sharon cause she is working at OG so very near ..She got 2 break so she will buy for me some snacks too .. n eat at toilet there .. haha .. funny rite? she is a gd fren .. haha .. e last day .. he came to look for me .. but i din talk to him .. arghh so dumb of me .. paiseh .. cause i dun wan him to see gab .. will feel very awkard .. in e end din went home wid him .. sad .. Still miss him lots =)
♥ Monday, September 25, 2006