Erm .. now i m so sad .. super sad .. heart is broken too .. dunno when it will be mend again .. will it take a long time? Today i call him ard 9plus .. but he din ans my call .. i thght he was busy or sleeping .. i did call a few times .. but still he din ans .. so i msg him .. at tt time i was doing my psycho quiz .. it was so troublesome .. need to read e textbook den can noe e ans .. sometime oso cun find e ans .. sian .. den oso watching tv at e same time .. multi tasking .. When i call him ard 10plus .. a person ans e phone .. tt person sounds like a girl but oso sound like a boy .. like a little boy .. when i say hello .. he told me she is his gf .. den i was like 'huh' .. den i told her y u tell me? i din ask her .. it was damn funny lor .. n i thght it was his little bro .. but i dun noe .. den i dun wish to talk le .. so i say nvm den i say bye bye .. aft i hang e phone .. i felt a stab in my heart .. it hurts .. my tears came out .. i was so sad .. is he avoiding me? If really is .. i will feel very sad n sad .. if really like tt .. i will really let him go n try to forget him .. but u think it's so easy to forget a person .. when e person is e one who u like most .. how? if he is avoiding me den i oso dun feel like working for up coming expo .. i will try to forget him .. but my hearts hurts a lot .. sadness filled my heart ..
♥ Monday, November 27, 2006