I found out a secret .. ok lyn told me over e phone .. ok was so sad lar .. i din noe tt they were like tt .. i always treated them as my frenz .. but they din treat me so ..
Now i cun work le .. cause they banned me frm working .. i dunno y they will dislike me so much .. maybe it's because of him .. they wanted to protect him away frm me .. i dunno .. i really dunno le .. felt betrayed .. dun wish to see or talk to them again .. since they oso want to do e same ..
But can i? can i possibly ignore them? i noe i cun cause i still treated them as frenz .. there is nothing i can do .. went there n see them on e last day .. but only peep .. i m dumb rite? they like tt le i still go .. but i din tell anyone .. only sharon noe .. she accompany go .. thanks ya sharon ..
Hope tt time will lessen their hatred to me .. cause i dun wish to see this friendship break .. i do still u all as frenz .. haiz .. but will u all accept me again n go back to e past where we will always laugh n crack jokes .. e times when we r at BIG .. e time i enjoyed most .. =(=(=(
♥ Sunday, December 31, 2006