
Fri no sch .. which is a gd thing i guess .. so went out wid sharon, joanne, fion n kun rong .. went to lavender n had our lunch at army market .. tats where e place tt we always wanted to go .. went there to have japanese food .. they ate fondue .. sad tt we din eat ah balling there ..
After tt we went to shop .. kun bought sandals .. n they shop for tops .. haha .. i was not in mood to shop cause it was so hot .. n i was sweating all e way .. hate tt kind of feeling .. wanted to buy fbt shorts .. but din bought it .. saw wr n chatted a little bit .. some improvement .. haha .. cause it's e past le .. so erm be friends ba .. haha ..
Headed to vivo .. n kun went to look for devil .. shop at vivo .. went to lots of shop but like nothing caught my eyes ..only tried some clothes .. but an earrings caught my eyes n bought it ..
Went to orchard .. joanne went home .. so we shop at wisma first .. aft tt i meet mum, bro n little bro .. so we cont shopping .. n i think they love to shop at esprit .. cause all e things bought is in esprit .. haha .. went to have our dinner at republic foodcourt .. had prawn noodles .. nice ..
Aft tt went to taka n shop .. my little bro kept wanting me to treat him starbucks .. so we kept searching for starbucks .. haha .. home sweet home .. very tired ..
Sometimes i was juz out of e conversation .. so i kept quiet .. everytime chat on tt topic .. i juz feel something wrong .. i m sad .. is because i din get e chance to go? or because they went? or because they din put e effort to ask me whether i m keen on going? they can try to pull me in? i din talk abt it cause i noe my results .. i really regretted it .. but seems tt there's no turning back .. sometimes i really feel like crying .. n there is no one there for me .. i wanted to tell someone how i feel .. but like there is no one .. he will listen to me n cheer me up .. but erm there is still something missing .. i wanted to go .. really wan to go .. but u all dun noe?? i m lost .. i feel tt u all r not there for me .. maybe everyone juz care abt themselves .. on how they will scorce in their major project n attachment .. they din notice abt how i feel?? i dun wish to listen to tt topic again! i juz feel left out .. all e laughters n joys juz left .. they din even try to ask teacher whether i got e chance to go .. even if dun have .. at least tried .. erm sometimes i juz think wat actually friends r for? juz for fun n laughters? shouldn't they be wid me when i needed them most n help me? haiz i really dunno .. really dunno .. this sem i gonna work hard n hard for e sake of myself .. i will make sure my gpa will rise .. really .. i m going to work super hard!!!