Hello everyone .. it has been such a long long time since i blog .. firstly during holiday work n work so no time .. den followed by sch re open .. no time oso .. n plus my com is down which make me feel low too .. i cun upload photos .. my blog is not happening anymore .. i wan to post lots of entries .. but will post it aft my com is ok .. will do a mass update den ..
Life is changing everyday .. hate changes but have to accept it .. my life has change now .. i miss e life in yr 1 n 2 .. when sharon, kr n fion left for cambodia .. i m really feeling empty .. real empty .. i knew they will leave sooner or later .. but i dun wish tt day to come .. if i had to choose .. i hope tt day wun ever come .. now like only left joanne n me ..
Today went back to sch .. it's kind of happy .. to be back in sch .. but now feelings has changed .. e times when we have lunch break in itas .. eating our fav tomyam fried fish soup n desserts aft tt .. now it's changed .. they r not there .. our laughters is lessen .. really miss them damn lots .. they r my best buddies in poly life .. without them .. i wouldn't be so happy .. we had lots of joys n laughters together .. all these i will nv ever forget .. now i m waiting for them to be back .. hope this day will come faster n faster ..
In e meanwhile .. joanne n me will jiayou for our attachement too .. i wan 3.2 to come faster .. gotta adapt to days without them n days packed wid full work n projects .. i miss tutorials n lectures .. dun like attachment .. oh gosh! really miss it ..
E day they left for cambodia .. e atmosphere was so tense n sad .. tried to control my emotions when i saw them .. but in e end when i saw sharon cried .. n when joanne started crying too .. i hold my tears back .. only when they left .. tears began to fall .. i started to miss them le ..
There r still other things bothering me .. how shld i put it? hmmm .. life is full of choices .. i wish i will stay happy by making e right choice .. will i got e chance to do so? do i have a choice to make? i hope everyone will be happy .. isn't tat e most wonderful thing?
♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2008